I don't know, GRRM seems just as slow. I mean, what really happened in the last 2 ASOIAF books of import?
I don't know, GRRM seems just as slow. I mean, what really happened in the last 2 ASOIAF books of import?
Only if I get cookies.Originally Posted by TheEconomist
Huh, haven't heard of that series before. Anyway, let's just do a quick wiki search and...Originally Posted by TheEconomist
...OH COME ON!
Yeah, I know they say to never judge a book by its cover, but it's another case of calculated risk to get invested in such a long series. Not a no, but don't expect me to make a start anytime soon.
I'm not really an audiobook person. I enjoyed cassete books back in the day, but nowadays...well, as cynical as this sounds, in many cases, I only read so I can write. To get as much lore out of a book as much as its story so I can thus write in said media, what with my policy of trying to spread over as much as possible. Course I still enjoy reading at the end of the day, but an audiobook doesn't really give me that. Besides, when reading, I often listen to music at the same time, which would make listening to an audiobook difficult under such circumstances.Originally Posted by TheEconomist
To each their own, but while very little did indeed happen in the last two books, it didn't feel as detrimental. Partly because they were after three books where stuff did happen, partly because at least in A Dance with Dragons, it was with characters I was already invested in. True, their circumstances don't change all that much, but at least in terms of pacing the writing flowed well, and kept me invested. With Wheel of Time...well, maybe this'll change, but I haven't been able to invest in the characters nearly as much. And while A Song of Ice and Fire always had clear goals for the protagonists (and antagonists), the goal of The Great Hunt so far seems to be "retrieve this horn or bad stuff will happen."Originally Posted by Gradius
Did you see the six or so canon books written by the co-author and the new trilogy that just started? Yep. It's an epic series, and, if the masses are to be believed, it never really gets dull in the way that WoT does. Meh, but who knows. I liked Dragonlance a lot when I was a teenager and that's considered generic fantasy drivel. It was parly for the sake of nostalgia for that classic fantasy formula that I chose WoT over ASOIF or MBOTF. Like you, I will probably get a ways into WoT before I even consider the alternatives.it's another case of calculated risk to get invested in such a long series.
Well, if its writing you want to do then I would say audiobooks can still help you. The visualizer is a great right-brain trainer to, well, help you visualize the world. Whenever I read books, the scenes never anywhere near as vivid as if I turned off all the lights, turned on a good visualizer, and sat back and listened to the audiobook. Sometimes I forget I'm not actually seeing anything because it can seem so vivid just in my own imagination. Sure, you can do that with a physical book, but your right-brain will never be engaged in the same way.I only read so I can write.
Oh well, just some thoughts. Many grains of salt and all that.
Also, you ever plan on being a published author?
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Rest In Peace, Old Friend.
Yeah, I did. But six books is still an investment in terms of both time and money. This isn't a "no," but it's still a gamble I'd have to weigh up.Originally Posted by TheEconomist
Depends. The first Wheel of Time book I got was a calculated risk, one that may or may not have paid off at the end of the day. The only reason I'm reading The Great Hunt is because there was already a copy of it in the house (yet no book 1 beforehand...go figure). As per my usual M.O., once I'm done with it, it'll be back to shorter reads for awhile before starting on something bigger. Neither WoT book I'd call outright "bad" per se, but they haven't left me scrambling for more.Originally Posted by TheEconomist
Certainly such gambles have paid off in the past - I didn't expect to enjoy A Game of Thrones (as in, the first book), but was pleasantly surprised, to the extent that I read the first four books over 2012, and the fifth at the start of this year. WoT, unfortunately, hasn't paid off in the same way. Hence why I'm cautious of 'gambling' further unless another one pays off in the same way (e.g. Dune or Ender's Game, both of which are similar 'gambles' I'll likely undertake at some point in time).
Not really. I've considered it and attempted it to an extent, to be published requires a certain cream of a certain crop that I don't possess, and probably never will. It isn't just the writing itself, but also generation of original ideas, something that is an Achilles heel for me. At the end of the day, I realize that fanfic is probably the best I can aspire for.Originally Posted by TheEconomist
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Coke has taste?
If it does, then it would follow that it tastes different from Pepsi and Sprite and Dr. Pepper and Fanta... But all I ever feel is fizzy sludge pouring across my tongue. Maybe there's a vague hint of flavour, but it's transient, there and gone.
Diet Coke and diet Pepsi do have flavour, however. Unfortunately, I'm convinced that it's from metal salts that are added when the soda pop eats into the mixing vats.
I need to be the designated driver a lot less. I get the feeling that I'm missing out on a lot.
Heh.
Because I was asked/I volunteered to rewrite Jul's escape from Trevelyan, I should re-read The Thursday War... but haven't gotten around to it yet. From what I remember though, any time Jul interacted with a human got to be a drag. Magnusson and Phillips were condescending, like Jul was a pet Elite they could talk down to.
Urgh. Am I complaining about the characters, or the writing? well, I guess that the human interactions with Jul could have been interesting, but something about the way that Traviss wrote them turned me off.
You know what this posts needs more of? Lists! Lots and lots of lists!
- Osman felt flatter in this novel. I think we only got one scene from her POV, and the rest of the book she was just the commander who sat in the bridge and managed Kilo 5. Which is A Good Thing. Her story was largely covered in Glasslands, and we don't need another Miranda/Palmer.
- Vas was... well, I still have trouble telling him apart from Mal. He's the guy with a strong sense of right and wrong, but it's in definite need of calibration. Kidnapping children to quell an insurrection is Evil, but leaving a keep full of women and children to die is Right.
Am I a hypocrite? Oh, hell yeah.- Deuverex was always a bit of a wallflower to me. In Glasslands, she was the pilot and sometimes-conversational partner of Malcom and Vasily. She's not much better in The Thursday War, but now she's got a Pelican with a slipspace drive! That is so awesome and cool, I can't believe that nobody ever did it before. /sarcasm
- Naomi's subplot with her insurrectionist father is finally getting pagetime! In the next book. Doh.
Aside from that, I liked her.- Black Box's injury was handled well. The downed internet connection had real consequences, and wasn't shrugged off with a "He's a computer. He'll be fine."
- Phillips should be strapped to the front of Deuverex's Pelican during hot insertions, because even Covenant AA weaponry cannot penetrate plot armor of that magnitude!
More seriously, his lengthy stroll in the Abiding Truth's temple shared the same problems I had with Jul's leisurely walk across the Dyson Sphere. There should have been a Hell of a lot more security.
Is it bad that I only just realized that Jul's and Phillip's escapes were almost exact mirror images of each other?
Things pick up after he leaves, and I absolutely loved the scenes in the besieged keep.- Parangosky is her old sly, calculating self. Balance has been restored.
- Jul, I think, hasn't been sufficiently explored. He escapes because he's treated as an animal, rather than a POW. With better writing, his lax treatment and escape could have come off as less contrived, but it didn't.
As a side note, I'm upset with 343i that we didn't get audio journals in Halo 4 elaborating on Jul's rise to power. He could have been the face of the Storm faction*, but they were left as faceless cannon fodder.
*I know that's not their real name, but I'm NOT calling them Covenant.- Telcam is problematic. The fight against the Arbiter was well-done (With one major exception. See below.)
- The high point of the book for me was Raia. While every other Elite was sighing in ruins and watching their civilization crumble, she went out and searched for her husband. I think that, in that search, she showed herself to be the leader that the Elites need (though not the one that they're going to get, sadly).
- Lord Hood/Arbiter
This just in: The Elites have unilaterally declared total war against Humanity. The UNSC Infinity has been destroyed by the Sanghelios Orbital Defense Fleet. The Arbiter has been killed by his own concubines, and his clan is committing mass suicide in the craters left by the Infinity's MAC strike.
Yeah, I loved the moral ambiguity too (And even some of the hypocrisy).
Still, I'm worried about Halo getting too grimdark. Want an alliance or ceasefire with the xenos? That sounds like... heresy. Hold him, men, and we shall let Commissar Frankie decide his fate!
Not being brought up in discussion for Operation: Red Flag, having shields when Halsey's journal nixed that idea, and being captained by a captain rather than an admiral means that the free pass was probably scalped.
The Infinity strikes me as a ship that's there for the sake of being cool, like something a high-schooler scribbled in his notebook.
Yeah, manuals are definitely something that the current generation of games are missing. But then again, I feel the same way about CDs. Where's my lovely lovely album art?
I can still enjoy arves, dwelves, and orks as well. It's just harder for me to get into, and it also brings up one of the great imponderables: if fantasy authors and role-playing games and Blizzard can get away with using orcs or orks, why haven't science fiction writers used Klingons or Klinjons independently of Star Trek? Is it because... oh, right, orcs are pre-existing mythology, older than Tolkien. Huh, never would have guessed.
On another thought, sounds like the same problem that the Shanarra series had. Only problem is, I got into those books when I was younger and had an order of magnitude more reading time.
I'm in total agreement with you here.
Structurally, I think that the trilogy was meant to be structured this way. Cryptum starts out and hits the battle over Janjur Qom somewhere near the midway point. Primordium branches off from Cryptum at that point, as does Silentium... if you exclude the Path Kethona stuff.
Now, I do know that Silentium was delayed for some sort of rewrite, but I doubt it was to include the Path Kethona stuff. The journey to the Andromeda galaxy is just too tangential to Halo 4 for that to have occurred.
Or maybe I'm just seeing things. Truth be told, the divergence point is how I would have told it...
I'm actually happy that the Precursors got involved, because now I can talk about how powerful Forerunner weapons ought to be without some scheznik saying "Oh yeah? If they were that powerful, how could the Flood defeat them?"
More seriously, I don't have a problem with the blending of Precursors and Flood, because I see it as "Flood were Precursors all this time." Or maybe a shadow of them. Point is, the Precursors were the Pheru cocaine that got the Flood started. The Flood lets them create, an immutable aspect of their existence, without the risk of their children rising up and destroying them.
Finally, the Star Roads make sense to me because of the question "If Offensive Bias could finish off Mendicant Bias's fleets with unstable Slipspace ruptures, why couldn't the Forerunner use that earlier?" Answer: Because the Star Roads were pinning their fleets down.
Ahem.
"I've proved my point. I've demonstrated there's no difference between me and everyone else! All it takes is one bad day to reduce the sanest man alive to lunacy. That's how far the world is from where I am. Just one bad day. You had a bad day once, am I right? I know I am. I can tell. You had a bad day and everything changed. Why else would you dress up as a flying rat? You had a bad day, and it drove you as crazy as everybody else... Only you won't admit it! You have to keep pretending that life makes sense, that there's some point to all this struggling! God you make me want to puke."
Agreed with Faber, though I doubt that 343i could do any better with Faber.
Faber was a politician. What evil he wrought was for the purpose of staying in power. Now that the Forerunner Ecumune has been dust for a hundred thousand years, what would his motivation be?
MHI had one of those, right in the beginning. It's amazing what you have to default to when you left your silver bullets at home.
I tried to pick up Game of Thrones.
Ever wonder how Superman shaves when he can't find a mirror? Jamie Hyneman theorizes that he must fly at supersonic speeds along a highway, letting the asphalt grind his stubble off.
Game of Thrones was the same feeling at 1/10000th speed.
There might be coffee.
Hmm...
Inserting my experience in here, I usually prefer silence when I read. Never tried reading while listening to music because most of what I listen to can be filed under "Acid rock", "Electronica/Dubstep", and "Music to invade Poland to".
As for reading so you can write, are you reading to make sure that your fanfiction conforms to canon, or are you looking to see how authors use description/characterization/sentence structure and stuff? I'm more of the latter, myself.
There was a bit of smugness from Magnusson I suppose, but if anything, I appreciated it. It's...I dunno, 'realistic smugness?' Smugness that comes from finally getting sangheili on the other end of the boot after nearly three decades of that boot being on the Covenant's foot. All things considered, I think humans can be expected to gloat a bit.Originally Posted by Quirel
Moral ambiguity doesn't necessarily equal grimdark.Originally Posted by Quirel
Since 40K's been brought into this, its "moral ambiguity" can basically be amounted to "humanity are prats, but you shouldn't look too harshly on them, because not only is every other sapient species prats, but being prats is what keeps you alive in the setting."
Maybe I'm being too kind, or too harsh. On one hand, moral ambiguity doesn't necessarily equal "good" (in terms of writing). On the other, when The Thursday War sets up that ambiguity, and when Halo 4's explanation for Jul's actions are "a lot can change in four years" (in other words, if you're not familiar with the EU, you could logically assume that this is the same Covenant rather than a splinter faction), it does feel like oversimplification of the issue. Getting to a third hand, I accept that shooters are based on game mechanics that aren't that inclusive to such themes, but it's not to say it can't be done (Spec Ops: The Line is one such touted title, I could kinda classify Half-Life 2 as another).
So basically, yeah. I don't think there's risk of the setting going grimdark, especially when 343 is pushing the whole Mantle/humanity's destiny/insert cliche phrase here thing. For better or worse, The Thursday War seems to be the exception rather than the rule.
Maybe...but with the first sentence, I can reverse it by saying "oh yeah? Well if the Flood were so weak they needed Precursor tech to win against the Forerunners, why are they such a threat in the modern day?" Like I said, subjective, but if it's a choice between Precursors and Flood, I'd go with Flood, especially when that choice involves putting the former on a pedastal at the expense of the latter.Originally Posted by Quirel
Which also brings me to the second issue, as to what the Precursors' goals actually are, because they seem to change between Cryptum and Silentium? Is its the Precursors' goal to ensure humanity gets the Mantle? If so, why are they still hostile to humanity on Alpha and Delta Halo when humanity passed their 'test' way back in the day? Is it to ensure the Forerunners get what's coming to them? If so, why bug out, wait ten thousand years before appearing, and then reappear in the hopes that the Forerunners don't nip their initial infestation in the bud? Is it to wipe out all life so they're never challenged again? If so, again, why spare humanity back then?
I guess these goals aren't entirely mutually exclusive, but the whole notion makes me look at the Gravemind from the initial trilogy in a different light, and not in a good way. If the Precursors are 'good' and want humanity to take the Mantle and whatnot, then the Gravemind isn't really helping with that. If the Precursors are 'evil' and want all life to be destroyed/consumed, then they seem intent on shooting themselves in the foot. Maybe there's some grand plan that's yet to be revealed, but I remember when the Flood had clear objectives - consume, reproduce, spread. Nowadays, I'm left confused as to what the Gravemind's motives even are, or if it can be considered a Flood or Precursor, or if such a boundary can even be drawn with the whole Precursors=Flood thing.![]()
Eh, look on the bright side. It could be Ramsay Snow dragging you along.Originally Posted by Quirel
Not really...in as much that reading familiarizes me with more material, but if I'm checking up canon facts (or real-world ones), I'd just go to a wikia or Wikipedia, since it's far quicker and easier to do than scour through a book in the middle of writing something. Reading to get style kinda helps to an extent, but when it comes to feedback on writing technique, I get what I need from writer's group meetings. If anything, copying a writer's writing style can be a hazard - there was a brief period after reading A Game of Thrones where I realized I was writing material in its style and tone that wasn't suited for the media it was based on. Luckily that's passed, but if anything, writer's style is also respective to style and tone. What works in one setting doesn't necessarily work in another.Originally Posted by Quirel
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Got about half way through 'Under the Dome' (~500 pages) and decided I needed some intense sci fi action. Which seems to be like picking out comic books in a comic book store, so many, many options, many of them good, but no one can tell you which one is the right one for you. So I decided to go with 'Swarm' by B.V. Larson which is the go to series right now for the masses of military sci fi fans. I get the feeling I picked the equivalent of Call of Duty for the genre (dumber, simpler, but more action focused). It's an alright book so far though. Lots of action. Mostly earth invasion focused right now, which is played out for me, but gets more interesting when lots of alien races are introduced later, I hear. It's a short book though, about 275 pages, so I'll be finish it really soon, might move one to another sci fi series right afterwards. Anyways the take away for you guys is that if you're wanting an action packed sci fi series this seems to be a good place to start. I don't know if you guys are into that though
if I can't find another series sci fi series for me so I might just have to start digging into the Halo books, which I've been wanting to do since I discovered that there actually were video game based books around 2005.
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Rest In Peace, Old Friend.
*Takes notes*
No, but in the grim, dark future of the twenty-sixth century, there is only war!
What gets me thinking "Grimdark" is how war seems to be the default state of being in the Haloverse these days. Half of The Thursday War seems to be justification for reigniting the war between the ex-Covenant factions and Humanity, while Halo 4 gave us a blank look and a "Wait, we need to justify it? Since when?"
Because the modern civilizations don't have galaxy-spanning empires and planet-cracking technology.
I think that the Flood has always been a 'scavenger' reliant on advanced technology to spread.
I'm being a hypocrite though, because the Flood defeated the Forerunner by being able to use long-dormant Precursor technology, almost exactly what Humanity is doing. And I'm really starting to dislike the latter.
Maybe the Flood isn't a 'scavenger', so much as it's a force that turns the Forerunner's strengths against them. Though I'd love to know how they captured entire fleets of (Presumably) hermetically-sealed warships.
Are the Precursors around like they were 100,000 years ago? The Halo Pulse destroyed the Orgonon, which may have been used to preserve them. That could mean that the Flood is a free agent, and no longer bound to the tenets of the Mantle. In that case, the Gravemind would be a vast library of memories and experiences bound into an organism that exists only to spread and consume.
Alternatively, the tinkering that the Forerunner did to us may have called our ability to carry the Mantle into question. In that case, we may need to be tested anew... and I think the books mentioned something to the fact that "our time is coming".
Hell, we're assuming that the Precursors were all in agreement, and that some weren't in favor of simply wiping out all life they didn't control.
Understood.
Mostly, I'm in a rut as far as writing goes, and I've been reading other authors and looking at their writing styles as a way of bootstrapping me through my writers block. How does Jim Butcher write his action scenes? How does Harry Turtledove pace his dialog? How did I pace my action scenes and write my dialog?
So, since the other posters have given me a mandate to vent my spleen again, it's time for the latest batch of vitriol for The Great Hunt. 681 page book (minus apendecies and the like), up to page 367, and...well, actually, it's entered territory that means it's looking at an assessment of "good" from me.
Then again, I'm not sure if that's a mark in the book's favour. The charitable way of looking at it in that the story has become more focussed on character relationships/interactions rather than just "go get the horn and let the side characters develop superpowers for the 10-plus books that are yet to come." Yes, Rand's still carrying the horn, but now that he has it, it isn't the dictating force for his actions. Nynaeve's gone/is going through her "Yoda teaches Luke" part of the plot, but at least it was relatively interesting to read.
On the other hand, maybe it's because it's entered 'shipping territory,' that time of the story where now when we've got to know the characters, the author can tease us all with pairing material that in our 21st century world, we can use as ammunition for our shipping wars. Rand can't help but notice Selene's...feminine aspects, Moraine has severed her connection with Lan for reasons I doubt are entirely utilitarian (and sparked my subconcious mind to go on a chanting round of "kiss him you fool!") and it seems that every male in Tar Valon is interested in getting into Egwene's pants and cockblocking each other in the process.
Or maybe I'm confusing the novel with a JRPG and seeing things that aren't there. Either way, the book's back in "good" territory right now, but no idea if it'll stay there.
I dunno, I've yet to see anyone appreciate the New 52.Originally Posted by TheEconomist
Not really.Originally Posted by TheEconomist
Okay, let me rephrase that. I can enjoy action in sci-fi. It's just that in so many books and movies, it seems that so often it boils down to humans who are "good guys" versus aliens who are "bad guys," whose sole defining feature is "we're invading aliens, and we're invading because we're dicks, and we're dicks because obviously any species capable of interstellar travel has to be dicks, because goodness knows exploring the idea that we aren't dicks would take away from time that we have to show that aliens are dicks, and humans aren't dicks, and humans get to show that we're not dicks by showing our "indomitable human spirit" and beating back those aliens."
Okay, I'm overgeneralizing, but it seems so often with military sci-fi in books and movies that fleshing out antagonists has become taboo bar "they're here, time to shoot them." Even an 'evil' faction/species can still be a fleshed out one, but so often in the genre, I'm not even granted that privilige. Movie-wise, for every Oblivion and Avatar, there's a Battle: Los Angeles and Battleship. Bookwise, for every War of the Worlds, there's a plenthora of Lost Fleet novels. It seems that in military sci-fi in books and films, there's a predisposition to make it black versus white with aliens being as evil and undeveloped as possible.
2005? Huh. I still have my old Sonic the Hedgehog books from the 1990s tucked away on my shelves.Originally Posted by TheEconomist
Snark aside, the Halo novels can probably be enjoyed without knowledge of the games. I say "probably" though because I could say the same of numerous pieces of such fiction, and often such fiction is what keeps my interest in the setting without ever purchasing the games they're based on. But overall, they'd probably be to your taste. Quite a few are fleshed out enough to stand on their own, quite a few have links to one another, and while there's absolute stinkers IMO (e.g. Cryptum and Primordium), there's absolute gems as well (e.g. The Fall of Reach and The Thursday War). Overall, probably worth a look.
Um...Originally Posted by Quirel
Okay, slight tangent, but I think "grimdark" is a phrase that gets used far too often. "Grimdark" is, IMO, "fiction where the situation is grim and generally unpleasant. What distinguishes grimdark from just plain "gritty" however, is that in grimdark, a requirement of the setting is that the protagonists do not possess the means and/or motives to change the setting for the better, but rather, the best the reader can hope for is a maintenance of the status quo, rather than improving the status quo." Hence, medias such as 40K and Aliens are grimdark. Halo isn't, especially post-H3 where humanity's gone from a grim situation where extinction was a real threat to a situation where they're the top dogs and the galaxy's their oyster.
Then again, maybe the UEG is indeed a predecessor for the Imperium. We emerge from aliens trying to wipe us out, we maintain our power through genetically-augmented supersoldiers, further boosted by legions of expendable grunts, we believe we have a manifest destiny, and...oh, wait. Nevermind. The Spartan-IVs can't be Space Marines because they're led by Palmer. And if anything, Palmer is more like a Sister of Battle.
Except the Flood has to start off from scratch in both places. So the Covenant is the closest thing to a galaxy-spanning empire, and humanity has its NOVA bombs. It's a smaller conflict, but in terms of 'power level,' it kind of balances each other out.Originally Posted by Quirel
Eh, don't worry. Honestly, by this point, I was expecting Gradius or Turalyon to come in yelling "wait a minute, how can you criticize the derping of the Flood/Gravemind, yet be okay with the derping of the zerg/Overmind!?" And to that I say...um...Originally Posted by Quirel
So yeah, I don't think "hypocrite" is a word that necessitates usage right now. But you did kind of nail it with the whole Flood turning the Forerunners' strengths against them. So with Flood going from "we win because we can use your strengths against you" to "we win because there were all these Precursor artifacts lying around," can they really be called "the Flood" anymore? They're not really 'flooding' their foe, but rather just building dams and whatnot.
All of this is possible, but "possible" is the key word. If new evidence comes to light, then I'll reconsider it. But it just feels so far that the Precursors seem to be unable to make up their mind as to what their goals are, and I'm left asking questions about the Flood in the original trilogy. Questions that didn't exist back then and IMO, didn't need to.Originally Posted by Quirel
I have the same problem as you. In an action series, you have to hate the villain and love the good guys. Hard to do when the bad guys are simply on another side or "just plain evil." From what I can tell though, there's plenty of military sci fi that rises above this, or, if it doesn't, its not really about the combat anyways but more about the effect on the characters.It seems that so often it boils down to humans who are "good guys" versus aliens who are "bad guys,"
As for B.V. Larson's series, he avoids this pretty well since, at least for most of the first book, you don't know who is the bad guy or the good guy. I know who they are, from the blurbs about the sequels, but I shouldn't. The enemies aren't interesting yet though. It's a pretty simplistic novel that I'm starting to think only got so many 4-stars of GoodReads because of a rush from the Halo and Call of Duty crowd trying out their first novel. I just figured I needed to get this book out of the way, since I bought it, and can return it to Audible, if I send it back soon enough. It does have action though. So like I said, if you don't mind simplistic worlds (not enemies) then you might like it. As for me, I have a really hard time connecting to anything that isn't massively epic. I don't know why now. I used to not have this problem. I blame it on the ease of listening to audiobooks. Kind of like watching a miniseries versus a full, multi season series.
There still seems to be a lot of books that would interest me out there, however.
On an unrelated side note, I never knew how many space horror books there were. Up until now I had thought that movies like Event Horizon, Pandemonium and games like Dead Space were unique, but, nope, there's books just like them. Go figure. I'm not even sure if Alien or Predator are all that unique anymore, and, if not, I don't even know who I am.
Rest In Peace, Old Friend.